Friday, October 30, 2009

to every person who ever sai they or anybody else was ugly

?why hate?
when theres so much to love :D


true beauty is within.
It's simply that true.
It doesn't matter if your cross eyed.. or if you think your nose is to big.
It's simply that your you.
Theres only one of you and only you yourself can show who you truly are.
So if you let yourself shine the way your intended to.. how could you possibly be ugly?
Could there possibly have been anything more beautiful?

A world filled with people who saw things for what was inside.
For what has been screaming to burst out.
Might just be beyond beauty..
So don't be afraid to show that shine in your eye.
Or that grin you always seemed to hide inside.

Each any every one of you shine brighter than the brightest diamonds and all the wonders of the world.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I miss you toronto:)

woodbridge is like a far away land nobody should have to visit.
like the winter storm that never should have happened.
Yet here i am lol dramatic!

boring as hell down here i miss all my friends and nothing exciting happens in woodbridge.
like a black and white world where everything is plain and dead.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

so.....

well hello there empty void that is this blog lmao well anyways josh go on msn more i havent talk to u in forever and well i miss u u bossey phlipino vanessa i try to write but i always check the blog every day its part of my routine.

So i noticed every one has changed and to me sum of it has been for the good and sum for the bad. just that i noticed that since i have spent most mf my summer working and most of my time now working with my spare time being a first come first serve thing were homework always comes last and other shit always comes first. well i noticed ppl changed and sum changes i didnt really care about but sum i do like the fact that friends of mine just get high most of the time most of the time maybe like hmm all the time and i didnt care at first but now its kinda annoying me cuz A) I dislike the smell of weed B) We do nothing after wich last year was better cuz we would go to the park and swing and talk play grounders and listion to music till lunch was over
but now its all about getting high suxs being the only non smoker in the groupe.
Also suxs cuz not that many ppl that i hang out with have the same lunch with me so im just gona go to liabray from now on and wait till this whole getting high thing blows over and they get tired of it.

now i had sum werid shit happen to me chick likes me i dont like her she starts to scare me im freaking out and then alleks helps me stop her from raping now its all good lmao i also stuck in parenting class wich is not that bad i made 2 new friends in that class wich is awsome lol there both funny so class is not as bad as it was b4 my friend at works wants me to bring the baby to work for sum reason he also wants me to get a black one lmao

ahh work ive been getting hours piled on me i finshed haveing 50 hours and my check was like $440 so almost $500 im still wondering y im getting paid 8.90 when minimum wages is like 9.50
but yea i got loads of shifts i gotta do and i dont think i will be able to get the marks i use to get when i really wana go to college then university and then hopefully get one of my dream jobs and then maybe fall in love withen that time lmao but a man can dream rite in a way my brother kinda showed me that u can juggle things and still have sum time to our self see today he found out he made it onto hounr roll and he gose to skool then wheight room and then walks the dog and dose sum other shit 2 so all i gotta do is just make myself a routiean and then everything will be more stright foreward for me and i could hopefully get my marks bak i wish i never turned down that offer to go to academic but if i did accept i might have not meet sum of the ppl i noe now but if i did i would also have those high marks still but wats done is done and i need to set things stright.

Josh i noe u said no long post but im making it long to make up for all the days that i missed also josh i dounno if u noe monica mendes but i dounno y but she such a dik to us like i mean me fill and diego and gabe and tony just cuz we talk to jamila and she always givs us weird and dirty looks and its like starting to bug me like really if she has an issue with us she could just tell us that cuz its annoying hell if the others say shit to her she could just tell me and i'll stop doing wat im doing that bothers her *josh just wondering if u can find out y she dislikes us or find out y she dislikes me*

k i think ima make this my last poorly writen paragraph of the night so im starting to ween my self off of the comics lmao my addicton to them has started to become crazy im almost done ultimate alliance 2 im gona get batman arkham asylum the game and the comic book that it was based on i also need to go a buy sum more comics havent read any good ones in a while. i cant wait till halloween i came up with a pretty awsome idea me fill,gabe,and mybe diego are gona be annon for halloween *look at my msn pic its wat annon is* and then we gona get into sum shananigins and play super smash bros brawl well ima end it here i sick tired and a bit pissed so later empty void

life goes on

guys nobody's bothering with the blog anymore it's pretty sad. :( come on anybody please write sumthing :(