exactly one year ago a very close family friend of mine died. had known her all my life and she was one of the people who raised me to be who am. May she always be at peace. yesterday morning my mother found two baby doves that had fallen to the ground when they're nest had broken. Againgt my better judgement let my mother convice me that she took them home with her for their own good, and so that they may be well cared for.
later in the afternoon we baught a dozen white roses and braught them to the grave of the woamn who died a year ago. loved her very much. t hurt to visit her again because could remember every detail of the waiting room while she was dying .. at around 7am exactly one year ago her lungs exploded and she died of cancer.
Today at 7pm one of the baby doves died. My sister was out looking for medicine for them and my mother refuses to care for the well being of either of the doves. She is cold hearted and Bitter... infact she just left to go check on her precious house. when i told her it was dead she replied with go away i have to go to the bathroom... i begged her to care enough to bring the other to the humane society, her response was to slam a door in my face....
august is the worst month of the year and it always will be filled with misery and to top it off all of my friends are to busy to even talk to me.
wish i was dead with the baby dove, the wonderful fatima who helped raise me and my old neighbour who died august 14th 2007 around 8:30 am. The misery of august is awful and i wish i was dead and could be with the ones i love....
i know most of you probably have many worse things that have happened to you, and i am very sorry for all your loses and i pray that all of your loved ones are seated in heaven with god and a valley of roses and doves.
Hello. Lol, it felt like weeks that i haven't posted on this blog (which is very true) lol becuz i've been very busy or i just felt too lazy to post.( So anyways, tomorrow Im gone for the whole week and going to New York and Virginia and for some reason i am not excited becuz really, I don't really want to go, the only reason i want to go is too see some relatives the other reason i dont want to go is becuz its a waste of money, where u can buy ike almost the same freaking stuff here in Canada.)
Right so right now, im starting to play tennis again. Lol, some reason I've been totally obsessed with it since like the past couple of weeks, i have no idea why. I also became obsessed with badminton XD Haha. but seriously anyone interested in playing badminton or tennis for god sake plz contact me. lol.
Aside from my obssession with badminton and Tennis (lol and ping pong hahaha) i've been playing MS (Maple StorySee how easily bored i get these day, but it's also very stressing cuz of this stupid window vistas laptop where ms is not that compatible with and the the fact that my fcking laptop is always disconnecting to the internet cuz my parents took out the wireless router (stupid TFC)XP
So anyways and this is my last paragraph for todaii ^_^ Im gonan try and fcking post some more after my trip in the states lol and for sure b4 school starts. and of course to those who want to go to Pacific Mall, hahaha 21 or 22 i think, i think Steven asked the , other ppl lol, but i also feel like going downtown (haha Vanessa i think you know where in downtown i want to go lol, and no its not the place that we failed to go to, its the other one, the one with a lot of sand.) heheh i just remembered that the strike in Toronto is over, so i guess theres stuff happening this month (hahah the strike probably destroyed the fcking summer out of everyone lol, probably not cuz mine didnt, but it must smell like shit around Toronto hahah XD)
Okay, im done typing so Peace Out and hopefully one of u writers continue writing on this revived blog. (im surprised i dont use big words anymore O_o)
P.s. Watch this video Its so sad and sweet =) "Draw With Me"
yesterday morning my mother found two baby doves that had fallen to the ground when they're nest had broken. Againgt my better judgement let my mother convice me that she took them home with her for their own good, and so that they may be well cared for.
became obsessed with badminton XD Haha. but seriously anyone interested in playing badminton or tennis for god sake plz contact me. lol. 
, other ppl lol, but i also feel like going downtown (haha Vanessa i think you know where in downtown i want to go lol, and no its not the place that we failed to go to, its the other one, the one with a lot of sand.) heheh i just remembered that the strike in Toronto is over, so i guess theres stuff happening this month (hahah the strike probably destroyed the fcking summer out of everyone lol, probably not cuz mine didnt, but it must smell like shit around Toronto hahah XD) 
