sometimes you hear shit u wish u didn't wanna hear but you end up hearing it then if it's big enough it hits you hard and you just get a sudden surge of emotions. Right now i got a shit load of emotions just going through me right now I'm disgusted, I'm pissed not pissed I'm furious i wanna just beat the shit out of something anything hell anyone. I'm fucking tired of your bullshit it just slowly fucks me up inside and just fucks up my view on people every time i try to forgive and forget i fucking hear something that just enrages me. You fucking piece of shit i can never see you in the same way again i always forced my self to think there was a reason behind everything you did what the fuck was wrong with me there was no reason but to further your own gains.Fuck if you only knew if you only knew how i felt towards you but i must thank you for one thing showing me what i don't wanna become in the future and showing me the difference between a real man and a piece of disgusting trash. I never said it but I've Finlay had enough i am disgusted to be your son.