I didn't think id be back here after all this time. My laptop battery is going to die soon so i guess i will keep this short... i feel a sense of drifting between me and another *i wont mention who*. Who knows what i feeling or why I'm feeling it but it all feels strange to me..... Confused all over again....some what upset.....lost in my thoughts and mind.

No one will understand for i keep everyone out and away.......... i think things will change most likely in the wrong state of mind right now.

Scared don't want to lose what i hold dear........

Wish i knew ... how ... they feel

If its the same as how i feel

Mind over thinks over analyzes at times....probably nothing

That's all for now.